2011. április 27., szerda

superherobunny

I got the nickname ”bunny” about 10 years ago. My friend called me like this after a concert, but we don’t really know why. So they call me correctly ”Nyuszu” in Hungarian but of course foreign people just say bunny.
Two years ago there were exchange students at my secondary school from 9 countries and I got in a really good relationship with the Turkish students, mainly with a boy and he called me The superherobunny. I liked him and we became good friends and while they were here I helped them a lot so he said that: ”Anna, once you will save the world.”
It was funny to hear it from a boy I knew only for some days but after they left I was thinking about this world saving idea. It is a good feeling to know that someone thinks more about you than you think and it gives you plus energy and makes you do world-saving exercise :D
So I decided to do something good, when I can, I help people, animals, or even I help in organisation, studying, friends making. I am more satisfied with my life and relationships.
This nickname also shows my crazy side, the funny girl who is always up to everything and make  people happy in a second. I am happy if I can make someone smile or happier and it is good to feel free myself also. Sometimes I feel that I didn’t deserve this hero title but I shold only believe in myself and everything is gonna be all right. It gives me self-confidence what is more than everything I think.

the crazy vegetarian

Becoming vegetarian wasn’t a sudden idea. It’s not about the taste of meat, it is about my feelings. I am sorry for the animals and the feeling that I can’t eat them became stronger and stronger and one day I decided to stop it. I was 12 years old then. Some says that I put it down like alcoholics. Well, maybe yes, maybe not.
When I was around 14-15 years old I was here in Pécs many times, I came to see my friends. Sometimes we were sitting on Széchenyi Square and we were watching people, but one day I saw a woman with a bold fur coat and furred handbag. She was wearing it so proudly and we could see that she is very very rich. Then, I realised that she has a dog with her and I decided to go there and ask her: "Would you wear your dog also, madame?” She couldn’t answer, she got angry and told me to go away before she hits me. So I left the lady and went back to my friends. I will never understand why it is good for people to wear furred clothes and stuffs. After this experience I decicded to help animals in every way I can. I was also at an animal shelter, help them, played with the animals, even they could be a bit happier when I was there. When I see an errant animal, I give it food and water if I can and try to find home for it also.
What hurts me the most is the fact that there are people who torture animals. I can’t imagine how can it happen and why people do it. Animals can’t fight in this case, can’t ask for help, they are so innocent.
So because of these things I decided not to eat meat because I am so so sorry for them and I don’t want to be one who kills them and I know that it sounds stupid, because I don’t kill them, but I feel if I eat meat I also killed an animal. In my opinion we have to take care of living being, I mean humans also, not only animals but they are who can’t tell us their problems.
It is enough for me if my readers just think about it a bit and maybe they could have one-two days when they don’t eat meat. Maybe my apprehension is a bit complex or seems silly but this is what I feel inside and I can’t do anything.
And why am I crazy? Others think that I am crazy because I take is so seriously but I think it is a general thing to believe in myself and do what I feel to have to do. They also think that it was a teenager idea and I will grow out of it but no. This is my life and I assume it. I enjoy my life and try to make others to do it also.